Purveyor - Disaffection Lyrics

Purveyor - Disaffection

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All We Were Had Died

A frightened eye no luck
And I plead to you
You walk fleeting and going
Apart we grew

Appears your mind is made
Luck am I weak
Forgetting is strange
Apart is what you seek

Too obvious you see
That I have lied to you
You asked me to go, could not
Cause I am tied to you

And I tried
To find important places inside
And that is why
All we were had died

Forgiving eye from you
Want much to claim
Some simple thoughts of past
Not much the same

Knowing then and now
Can I really change?
Deprived of peace with you
Needing two in this stage

Falls

Telling a nervous lie
I lower my eyes
You close your ears
It’s 3 or 4, then 5
Well, what did you want to hear?

Holding the same resent
Calling it near the end
We move away
Never been here before
A chance we should be afraid?

Feeling both the same
Statistically and
It makes sense
Distant true, yes far
Not all should be so tense

Wishing differently
Though, it would not change
The way that we feel
Going a wrong long way
Realizing that this is real
Years by
Disaffection, move
Further from those times
Closed by a wall
I run
You Fall

We Tried
Day board and at night
We stay apart
Not wanting a call
I run
You Fall

Yellow Room

I wait in our yellow room
Alone on the floor
I hung a picture of you
Beside the door.

And all the letters you wrote
I hold in my hand
You’ll find me waiting there in our bed
In our bed

If you could see the way I hold myself
Someone you won’t recognize
Although I didn’t write
I welcome you tonight.
Inside these walls alone without your touch
I just can barely survive
Although I didn’t write
I welcome you tonight.

I wait in our yellow room
Watching the time
Don’t need a picture of you
You’ll be here at nine

I have my pencil in hand
I’m set to compose
This song explaining what’s in my head
In my head

Now One (Around Here)

To many other men
Just one more year
Would not seem so important
As this one my dear

As I live each day
Knowing you will be here
All life’s other trials
I never fear

To remember a thanks
Or I’m sorry, love you
Try to place first in mind
Appreciate I do

So now understand
This is how I will live
Ensure happiness
Value love you give

I’d take you always
At any great cost
I’d change my ways
So I’m not lost
You give me all
The things that I need
I’m grateful of you around here

As I am looking ahead
And remembering behind
Seeing all that we’ve done
I’m eager to find

A whole life to sooth
And a whole world of ease
Knowing you’ll be with me
I am thankfully pleased

To always have you
Each and every year
Will always be important
As the next one is near

And every future day
Knowing you’ll be with me
Understanding our love
Is always the key

October

The time of mourning near
Water freezes and clouds to fear
The ground in time
Leaves traces behind
Alone

As temperatures fall once more
Haze grows the pollution soars
A frightening fact
Chill winds intact
Alone

The hour of cleansing here
Hollering winds no one can hear
Showers so strong
Like tears year long
Alone

Chaotic patterns at the core
Butterfly wings made me want more
There’s no fighting
The winds of change
Alone

I can’t see you are all around
The blindness from the clouds
October begins again
Regret spread on my skin

I can see you are all around
Distant memories distant sounds
October begins again
Too fragile from my sin

Single Moment

Standing on the edge of a round can
The light it shine from in
Closed one eye turned his head
Impairing what was within
They didn’t know it
But the hours were starting to dim and then
As he asked her to come in to
Their heads began to swim

It is one day
Of a single moment in life
And how does it feel
When people they don’t know
Intrude in their lives
It just isn’t right

As she sat down
A spark came from both of their eyes
Talking back and forth
They were telling flattering lies
Some were exciting some bold
But none of them true
In almost every way
She reminded him of someone he knew

Fifteen

I still recall the days
When I was somebody else but knew
That I needed a change
Those memories will fade

Here on fifteen
Exists a dream sustained
A passion maintained
A love that won’t fade

Auburn serenity does not need the things
That one might seek to spread her wings
She just needs to know
That she is not alone.

Those emerald eyes outshine the sun
Those emerald eyes gave me my sons
Those emerald eyes they seek the truth
Those emerald eyes can only be you

M. Edir

Oh M. Edir
When I touch you I arise
With feelings
Like the fire in your eyes
It’s a feeling of lust and pain
And the wanting of your love
Oh M. Edir

Oh M. Edir
Its not like I want you to be mine
What I really want
Is 15 minutes of your time
So why don’t you come and lay with me
And I will show you how to feel
Oh M. Edir

I’ve always had you here in my mind
So blind M. Edir
And all of those feeling far from behind
Inside, Inside, Inside, Inside

Don’t run away from me don’t hide
Oh no, M. Edir
You took me far too long to find
To Find, To Find, Inside, Inside

Slowly

It’s not the same you see
I go through the motions struck by jealousy
Waiting is the hardest thing
I’m cold and wet so weak a disastrous being
I’m stuck in a fragile state
Been carrying burden and dropping the weight
How time moves when I don’t see you
It’s killing me slowly
I can hardly see right now
My eyes have gone dark but my mind still works somehow
Waiting is the hardest thing
I’m alive not well, so weak such a treacherous being
I’m stuck in a fragile state
Been carrying burden and dropping the weight
How time moves when I don’t see you
It’s killing me slowly
It’s not the same you see
My destructive emotions got the best of me
Waiting is not the hardest thing
The pain and breath are gone just a past tense thing
I’m stuck in a fragile state
Been carrying burden and dropping the weight
How time moves when I don’t see you
It’s killing me slowly